I wrote this back in 2020 I’m writing it now. Life definitely is uncertain.You don’t know what the next minute holds. You just have to brace yourself for anything that’s coming your way.
2. LOVE IS A PURE FEELING.
This year has been great in a sense that I found a loving partner. And I never knew I was capable of loving another person so much. This relationship is built truly on love,trust and compassion. And believe me Love is a pure feeling. Keep it close,your heart will grow twice in size.❤️🌸
3. YOUR FAMILY IS YOURS.
This year I got to live away from my parents and my siblings. And I realized how important these relationships were. They’ve been by my side every little second,supporting me in ways I never asked them too. Wanting nothing back in return. These are selfless bonds and I love them and I pray for their lives and happiness every day ❤️
4. ONE KIND WORD GOES A LONG WAY.
Working with patients,I realized this too soon. It takes one kind word to relieve them of their pain. Be kind in your dealings. You’ll feel satisfied deep down in your heart. It’s a beautiful feeling.
5. WHAT’S MEANT FOR YOU….
Believe me, believe me don’t fret over things you can’t control. What’s meant for you will find it’s way. I know that,I’ve experienced that. And I stand by this statement more firmly now.
6. MEMORIES ARE EVERYTHING.
Last time I wrote this, I wrote this for my friends when I was missing my university life. This time I’m writing this as I’m missing my Family. Those late night sessions with my sisters, and Mama taking care of me. And baba taking care of everything around me. I remember these things and I miss them. Memories are important ,they are precious. Keep ‘em close.
7. EVERYTHING FALLS INTO PLACE
Never underestimate yourself. I’m doing things I never in a million years would have thought I was capable of. Everything falls into place just be patient
I can write a lot of things. This year has been different but good to me Alhamdullilah. But let’s keep this precise .
May 2022 be the year full of happiness and love and successes for each one you reading this and for me and my family❤️
I think about that day, a day back in summer. I met you in a field, of exquisite flowers,blessing my eyes and calming my heart.
A heart that picked a beat on the mere sight of you. It started all casual,you said let’s make it a summer fling.
And that was how it was until I started feeling a thing. A thing that disturbed my rhythm, and my whole heart beat.
You made your place deep in here, you made your presence known. A serendipity cloud hovered above me all the time I was with you.
December is here! But you are not. It was a summer fling and you were true to your words.
But what do I do? I’ve fallen in love? I carry with me a one sided love, and massive heart break. I think about you and I think about flowers . I think about summer in these cold chilly days.
I think about you and I think about butterflies. I think about going out in these cold chilly days.
Call me mad or call me a lover!
For I didn’t loved you only for summer. The feelings don’t bother seasons. If you truly love someone, then you never stop loving
No matter the circumstances, no matter the seasons ❤️
I’ll wait for you next summer on that same field. And if I don’t find you
My vision blurs,everywhere I see. There is a black cloud that hovers above me all the time. And I can feel myself go down the abyss, I can feel myself twirling in the hurricane.
My thoughts are so jumbled up,my life a mess. Suffocation? Yes that’s the word I can use to describe what i feel. Heaviness in my chest, droopy shoulders,bent knees and a face that don’t know how to smile properly.
The darkness darkens,the cloud thunders ,the rain falls but I feel the wetness on my cheeks. That’s how I feel. That’s exactly how I feel as I get ready. For the people who thinks I’m the happiest and funniest person they’ve met. That’s how I feel as I pick up the most colorful top to go, so that I can easily betray those around me, because I know no one will understand.
I have everything I’ve every wanted but there’s no peace. And you won’t understand that easily.
That maple tree,by the road,every time I pass by it,it calls.
Come and climb We’ll see the world together. But you know what I think when I see that maple tree? I see an opportunity, I see an escape. How one wrong step and I’ll fall down and be free.
I have been walking down this road alone for some time now. And I smack my chaotic brain every time this thought comes into my mind. But its better to think of an escape rather than the walls , high concrete walls , that are engulfing me from everywhere.
I don’t know what’s fascinating about dying ,maybe I won’t be alone anymore? Or you all will love me, even if it were some flowers on my grave. Maybe I’ll get the love after I die. Maybe I should climb that maple tree,
I’m a dentist by profession, married by status and people know me as My Imperfect Words on Instagram as I’m a writer by hobby.
I got married exactly 8 months ago. And all of a sudden my life changed. Let me tell you this adulting is hard 😅 Just kidding, learnt so much in these past 8 months. One day you are in your parents house and the other you have your own house to manage. From cooking to cleaning to working and managing home together. To entertaining guests and new adventures. From vacationing and enjoying to cozy nights and Netflix all day and to discovering new emotions. Love above all ❤️ It’s been a roller coaster of a ride. It’s fun but a responsibility in itself. And I’m here to share it with you all. There’ll be bits and pieces of poetry infused with my daily life chores. Would love your support ahead 💗
Here’s a little poem about discovering new emotions. Most importantly LOVE ❤️
My heart grew twice in size The moment it found, The rhythm of your heartbeat There’s love in my eyes And affection in my veins I’m forever yours And forever is a very long way Overwhelmed with feelings Feelings strong and good I discovered a new emotion The moment I met you ❤️ -MyImperfectWords
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